My Name is James Arnold Allen and I have a Problem - Part 1

It might be obvious after some time reading my many sites that I have 'issues'. Not only am I a major Narcissist but I am delusional, Megalomaniac, and with a form of Autism as well. These are what I can diagnose with my BS in Clinical Psychology. As of the moment I am not on any medication or treatments, or seeking counselors, as I should be, but I will not go without a fight. Do not forget my many slogans and talk about how we are in a losing battle against the world. This is one more fight that I refuse to bow down to, to do would give my enemies the strength they need in their continued criminal actions across state lines.

I know my Transgender goals are not indicative completely of my many problems mentally or emotionally. Big Bob and others taught me that I only need to worry about my personal sexual needs and no one else's. Before I was involved in women ('Alley Cat' and 'Veronica') it was all experimental and with healthy doses of bestiality thrown in through my teens. I confess, my 'business' is just a front and nothing more. There really is nothing going on day to day in my step mother's home that is actual commerce or profitable. My cats and Liz are the only other people here except for the occasional visits by the OKDHS and authorities.

To bluff my enemies I must pretend to be more intelligent and successful than they are, to reduce their stature in my mind however possible. Unfortunately this bluff is not working, and if it did I cant tell. I cite laws, treaties and other legalities trying to sound correct and able to one-up their sensible and logical dislike of me from the things I have done and said. Many times have I faked my own enemies' libel and slander of me to get a reaction from the authorities, and I think they are tired of me now. I was laughed out of court last October in a hearing and charge I gave against Don Beal for example. I think my credibility is gone and never existed to begin with, but I keep trying.

My 'staff' consists of my cats: Mr. Fluffins, Ms. Doctor and Meow Say Tongue. They have no training in the ways of business (neither do I) and I haven't violated them at all sexually, my first pets since I was about 12 that have been denied that pleasure. My staff meetings are me feeding them at the table in the kitchen and nothing more. My entire life is a deceptive front to hide the mentally ill and vulnerable 'crazy' that I really am. My cats are loyal and expect nothing but food and shelter from me and that is an easy staff to employ. If you read my sites, I talk like I really believe what I am saying, I have to, my enemies and competition expect it.